Documenting my publishing journey (August 6th 2017)

I have always had a dream of writing my first book ever since I found my voice. My voice in writing of course. At the beginning of high school when I was thirteen I created my first blog which was my first public platform. If you would really call it that to spread what I have been through and what I have learned. More so of a journal.

I have always been a journaler for the majority of my life because I enjoyed it and it was how I coped essentially. I began writing poetry my freshman/sophomore year of high school which I came to really enjoy and actually got in a book filled with other poets and it was really an awesome experience. I have always had a dream of of writing a book one day and it is really special that my dream and passion is coming true.

I have always struggled in school academically and socially which has enticed me to write this book for those who need to hear it, teachers and potentially students as well. I got the inspiration through my experiences and I realized my potential when I graduated from high school. I am in the process of writing and it's a cool experience, it's becoming more personal than I orginally intended but if that's what it takes to get my story out there than I will absolutely do that.

I will update as my writing progresses and take you along this journey.

I wrote this in a journal that I had because I thought I would document this process to where I would remember it. Remember the little details in years to come I will most likely forget. This is when I first began writing.

Comments

Post a Comment

Popular posts from this blog

In the light of Kavanaugh

There was a reason why she waited so long to come forward. 35 years. I could not even imagine. Sexual abuse is starting to become a common phenomenon to speak out about which for very good reason. What stands out most to me is that she kept it hidden for 35 years until she was brave enough to bravely speak out on this emotional topic. The victims never forget. It does not matter what "kind" abuse occurred. There is no type. All types of abuse are awful and have long-lasting effects on the victim. Emotional, verbal and sexual abuse are ALL valid. It does not matter the outward effect that could be caused. What matters is the emotional toll it takes. What bothers me most about this is that on social media I see people refer to her as "playing the victim". Because she was the victim of a crime! She deserves to speak her truth and for people to belittle that act is astounding to me. I was never sexually abused and to that I am grateful as I know how common it is. ...
Read more

Processing through emotions

Throughout writing I have been beginning to realize a few things that is important to me in the writing process. Things that are helpful and things that are not, with anything it is important to know yourself enough to recognize what you need. For me what I need is acceptance without feeling the need to explain myself. This book has been a long deep wound that I am dissecting bit by bit and it fucking stings. More than I originally thought it would. First and foremost I need to process it through myself and having to explain myself and talk through things is not how I best work through things. How I have been somewhat successful at talk therapy is beyond me. It is easier to first accept it and then slowly begin to process each piece which is almost always followed by bouts of self-reflection. Through that self-reflection, the last thing I need is to talk it out which almost always leads to explaining myself as if something about the situation was in need of fixing. I feel as thou...
Read more

A little bit closer. Documenting my publishing journey (December 10th 2017)

This blog is mainly for my own documentation, to look back on the process of everything that goes into writing a book. Today I showed my mom my draft of the lengthy story of my seventh grade year and the response I got was a very good one. Reading my words, made her cry in some parts and anger in others. I know my mom and she would not tell me that draft was good if it wasn't. I am glad I have her as an editor if you will because she will always tell me the truth. Hearing her response of how good it was made me feel even more motivated and passionate to continue on. I am proud of what I have written and will continue to write. I feel as if writing my times in middle school provided a closure that I didn't expect to occur. That chapter is done and I feel as though I can literally close that chapter in my mind and somewhat move on more than I ever have before. It feels good. I am no longer bitter, or just confused. I am confident with my story and for that I am proud.  Writi...
Read more