Documenting my publishing journey (November 8th 2017)
I am in the middle of 7th grade still. I am trucking along though and that is all that matters as of now. Writing this book is not easy. It is bringing up memories and thoughts surrounding myself and events that I had thought I had dealt with. The more I am writing, the more I realize how little truth that holds. I still see myself as that little girl. I have physically matured but still have the confidence and the trembling brain of my 13 year old self. My thoughts surrounding who I am and all that encompasses still likes and is still gnawing at me and is continuing to poke and nag all these years later. I am realizing how much I haven't dealt with some things which translates into how I think and view myself. I still have some healing to do. These ongoing beliefs about myself still remain, being not good enough or constantly feel like I have to prove myself to others that I am not who they think I am, to some people I will never make happy and that is ok. I need to heal for ...